New; Familiar; Still Changing; You

I am slightly frustrated having the spent the last several years cultivating and falling in love with a life where words in books and sounds in music are my best company. I'd had my sights set on it in fact...will I be able to shift things, and choose a bit differently now finding myself overwhelmed with desire to make time for this person; to take time away from the things that aren't people that I've come to cherish. I'd resigned myself quite contentedly to being very happy alone, and that's where I knew I wanted to be until you came back. And my world, and my goals, and my thoughts, and my actions, find themselves now all confused.